sometimes it's better if you just disappear

I don't want to think this time. I don't want to think of anything. Thinking hurts so much.

Sometimes it's easier to just cry in the shower.. or just sleep 24/7/ when you're feeling stucked, frustrated, scared, uncertain, and when you don't know what to do.

I just want to go somewhere else, do something that excites me and that makes me happy. Do something worthy.

What are you supposed to do when you're left without a choice? What the hell am I gonna do with my life now?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!